Ready For A New Beginning

My batch :)) First Year 2012-2013 <3

In a few weeks I'm going to enroll and become a sophomore or a 'second year' student. I can't believe it. Time flies by so fast. When I first walked into my school I literally got lost. Luckily my 'kuya' helped me find my classroom. Since I was an incoming Freshman that means I am in high school already but apparently I was in the Middle School building. That kind of made me upset for a while cause I was excited to be a freshman and going to be placed in the middle school building was really not what I expected. As I walked in my classroom there was nobody there. I was starting to think bad about this. Different explanations started running through my head. I thought that I was late but my 'kuya' said that "Your not late, the rest of your classmates are downstairs in the gym getting ready for the flag ceremony. I went down and was completely lost. There were so many kids around I didn't know where to fall in line. There was a kind teacher who brought me to my section. There I met so many nice people. I really liked my classmates. The girls and boys were super friendly and so much fun to hangout with. The sad thing about all that was I was so shy. I didn't talk to anyone. A few months have passed and I started getting comfortable with everyone and kinda remembered everyone's names. The really bad thing that started happening was the teacher kept on getting meetings with me cause I would be in all sorts of trouble. I was really worried and scared cause that was the first time I was in trouble. I've never been in trouble before, and I hated being in trouble. Thankfully even if I was in trouble some times my friends are true friends and stuck by my side because they know that I am telling the truth. Sometimes there would be accusations about me and I know that those weren't true and my friends did too and everything got better. Well, slightly I guess. As the school year came to a close there was a HUGE misunderstanding that made me want to cry. I didn't want to be in a gigantic mess with my teachers. I liked them, I look up to them. The only thing I couldn't understand was why I kept getting in trouble. There are so many misunderstandings that happen involving ME! I don't understand it. Among all the people in the school, why ME?! That really made me want to cry and leave the school. I didn't want to be in a  school where people thought bad of me and didn't really want to be my friend. I told my old classmates about all that had happened. And they said that it would be better if I moved back to my old school. I wanted to tell my mom, but I was really afraid. She doesn't know that sometimes I get in trouble with my teacher so I didn't have a good enough reason. I just wanted to give up on trying to clear my name with other people. Amazingly, I have these 2 friends I will disguise their names. One was Sheepie and the other one Ducky (Sorry for the weird names. I couldn't think of anything else.) They helped me and understood that everything was a misunderstanding. I think that after that I started getting my GOOD reputation back. People started talking to me again and I gained new friends (Well, they were my friends before but like got closer a little) My friends are really true friends and they helped me through a lot. I love my friends! (In a brotherly-sisterly kind of way)

Now that everything is well, I regret wanting to leave and go back to my old school. I do miss my old classmates and old teachers. We went through so much together. Since the first grade to the sixth grade we were all in one class. Haha. No one got left behind. In a few months I will be enrolling as a SOPHOMOOOOOOOOOOORE! And I am excited. New adventures and challenging things to go through! I thought to myself after the school year ended that me crying wouldn't help me at all. If I just sit and cry nothing will change. Crying won't change a thing. There I learned that I should DO something and SHOW people that I am not what they think I am. I am a better person then what they say. I do make mistakes, doesn't everyone? But I learned to accept myself even if I make mistakes. We are only human. We are meant to make mistakes. Those mistakes will help us in the future and show us that we can change. We can change for the better. We can change for ourselves. I am ready to make a change this in coming sophomore year. I am ready for a new beginning for me to make a change for myself for the better. I thank my Sheepie and Ducky :)) They are one of my best friends! They both have blogs too! Follow them :)
Sheepie: http://adventuresofsheep.blogspot.com/
Ducky: http://patriciavictoriaaa.blogspot.com/