Ready For A New Beginning

My batch :)) First Year 2012-2013 <3

In a few weeks I'm going to enroll and become a sophomore or a 'second year' student. I can't believe it. Time flies by so fast. When I first walked into my school I literally got lost. Luckily my 'kuya' helped me find my classroom. Since I was an incoming Freshman that means I am in high school already but apparently I was in the Middle School building. That kind of made me upset for a while cause I was excited to be a freshman and going to be placed in the middle school building was really not what I expected. As I walked in my classroom there was nobody there. I was starting to think bad about this. Different explanations started running through my head. I thought that I was late but my 'kuya' said that "Your not late, the rest of your classmates are downstairs in the gym getting ready for the flag ceremony. I went down and was completely lost. There were so many kids around I didn't know where to fall in line. There was a kind teacher who brought me to my section. There I met so many nice people. I really liked my classmates. The girls and boys were super friendly and so much fun to hangout with. The sad thing about all that was I was so shy. I didn't talk to anyone. A few months have passed and I started getting comfortable with everyone and kinda remembered everyone's names. The really bad thing that started happening was the teacher kept on getting meetings with me cause I would be in all sorts of trouble. I was really worried and scared cause that was the first time I was in trouble. I've never been in trouble before, and I hated being in trouble. Thankfully even if I was in trouble some times my friends are true friends and stuck by my side because they know that I am telling the truth. Sometimes there would be accusations about me and I know that those weren't true and my friends did too and everything got better. Well, slightly I guess. As the school year came to a close there was a HUGE misunderstanding that made me want to cry. I didn't want to be in a gigantic mess with my teachers. I liked them, I look up to them. The only thing I couldn't understand was why I kept getting in trouble. There are so many misunderstandings that happen involving ME! I don't understand it. Among all the people in the school, why ME?! That really made me want to cry and leave the school. I didn't want to be in a  school where people thought bad of me and didn't really want to be my friend. I told my old classmates about all that had happened. And they said that it would be better if I moved back to my old school. I wanted to tell my mom, but I was really afraid. She doesn't know that sometimes I get in trouble with my teacher so I didn't have a good enough reason. I just wanted to give up on trying to clear my name with other people. Amazingly, I have these 2 friends I will disguise their names. One was Sheepie and the other one Ducky (Sorry for the weird names. I couldn't think of anything else.) They helped me and understood that everything was a misunderstanding. I think that after that I started getting my GOOD reputation back. People started talking to me again and I gained new friends (Well, they were my friends before but like got closer a little) My friends are really true friends and they helped me through a lot. I love my friends! (In a brotherly-sisterly kind of way)

Now that everything is well, I regret wanting to leave and go back to my old school. I do miss my old classmates and old teachers. We went through so much together. Since the first grade to the sixth grade we were all in one class. Haha. No one got left behind. In a few months I will be enrolling as a SOPHOMOOOOOOOOOOORE! And I am excited. New adventures and challenging things to go through! I thought to myself after the school year ended that me crying wouldn't help me at all. If I just sit and cry nothing will change. Crying won't change a thing. There I learned that I should DO something and SHOW people that I am not what they think I am. I am a better person then what they say. I do make mistakes, doesn't everyone? But I learned to accept myself even if I make mistakes. We are only human. We are meant to make mistakes. Those mistakes will help us in the future and show us that we can change. We can change for the better. We can change for ourselves. I am ready to make a change this in coming sophomore year. I am ready for a new beginning for me to make a change for myself for the better. I thank my Sheepie and Ducky :)) They are one of my best friends! They both have blogs too! Follow them :)
Sheepie: http://adventuresofsheep.blogspot.com/
Ducky: http://patriciavictoriaaa.blogspot.com/

A change in age :)

Having fun swimming with one of my best friends <3 :D :P

This was taken during my birthday (April 19, yesterday) I had so much fun with my friends. We swam and ate a lot and had so much fun doing so :) One wasn't able to come though :( Shaineeeey!  Haha. Becoming 14 is a big step. Way more responsibilities than I used to have and I guess becoming more mature :) Others don't think that I am mature at all. Haha :) I love to play that's one of the reasons I guess. I am so blessed to be living up to 14 with so many blessings that I have recieved. So many great accomplishments whether big or small I am stll proud of it. I am thankful to all the people that I had to spend my life with and thankful for all the people that blessed me. I am anxious and excited for more adventures to come. I am looking forward to the challenges the world has for me. I say "BRING IT ON!" Haha :D 

Sibling Rivalry

Brothers....Sisters.....I know that both can be a real pain sometimes. All the fighting and how annoying they can be. I realized, that when their gone I really miss them being with me. I miss the fighting and the arguing and the hurting (well, not so much of that) I guess when you have a sibling there isn't a divorce for that. Haha. Just kidding :P Well, I definitely learned something today :)) All the mean things that we say to our siblings, we don't really mean them. We just let our emotions get the best of us. They don't mean the nasty things that they say too. Having a sibling can be fun most of the time. Like this one time my brother got mad at he
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Him: I don't you guys!
Me and my brothers: What? What did we do?
Him: You guys were born fist so that means when you were still in mom's tummy you left some meat. And that meat stuck to my fingers. That's why I have fat fingers :(
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Hehe. I laughed my pants off. Haha :)) Right now, I think that I shouldn't be so mad at my brothers for their mistakes. We're just human. I

Life and Death

Life...Life is amazing in so many ways. You can't count the times we've all been happy, sad, disappointed, excited and all the other emotions. Life can be extremely difficult at times but that's just how it works. I thought of this topic for tonight cause my uncle's life has been taken away. He passed away because of cancer. He was getting treatment, but it spread to his brain. Which caused an unfortunate death. I was inspired by him. Because even though he has this huge problem. He always has a smile on his face. I can't imagine someone smiling while knowing that in due time his life will be taken away from him. It amazes me so much. I don't know if I can handle that. Can you? Life...Life has so many obstacles, challenges, hardships but in the end it's all worth it. Example, your studying super hard for a huge test in the morning. What your studying is insanely hard then when you take the test it's as easy as blinking. Everything gets paid off. It might be later or tomorrow or maybe next week who knows. It's undetermined. The painful part of life is knowing that at some point it will all end. Knowing that all the great things will end. All the times you can spend with your friends and family. But, the things that you can look back at are the amazing things you have done while you were still alive. That is what my uncle taught me. It's the painful truth. But I kind of understood it. I didn't know what to feel now. My birthday is in a few days and one of my favorite uncle passed away last night. My aunt said that before all that happened he was still cracking jokes and making people laugh. Hehe. It made me feel happy. I guess somethings are meant to be. I'm inspired by him because what lies ahead of him is uncertain but he gets through it with a smile. I wish my Tito Jun a wonderful life. I know that he is happy where he is now. I pray for the family and friends having a rough time going through this. I pray for his wife and his seven-year old son. I am very thankful that the Lord gave him to us. I thank the Lord for the wonderful days he has spent here on Earth with all of us.

                  I took this picture and edited it a little with Instagram. I took this picture in Anilao, Batangas. Amazing the sunset there. The amazingly cool breeze and the soft waves. I love waking up to the sound of the waves hitting the gigantic rocks in the shore. 
                   Who else loves beaches? I know I do, I know everyone loves beaches! I would suggest that people from other countries go and visit........the........PHILIPPINES! The Philippines' has LOTS of beaches. Beautiful beaches in every island. The Philippines has 1,707 islands if I'm correct. See, thousand of beaches to visit! Hope to see you guys there!